there’s no more hope

shit shit shit

i hate seeking for a job!

my future has broken!! the only hope has gone!

my life in despair!

emangnya Tuhan mau ngasih yg lebih baik apa?? shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttt!!!

satu satunya kesmpatan diambil org laen!

there’s no suitable job for me!!!!!!!!

Oh God, why why why You destroy my life

I hate seeking for job, when I found it, my hope had broken now!!!

now, there isn’t any!!! i have no hope anymore, no future i expect, no jobs i like.

i can’t find any job suits me! oh why why??? i really need that job!

I hate my luck, hate my life, hate my self.

I have no more spirit,seeking job and can’t find which suits me, i’m pathetic person

that was the only chance, i’ve done my best but God failing it; I’m asking God, asking for proof that this isn’t my way; i claiming God to give me a better one, hundreds time better.

there’s no next year for me, it’s too painfull for me. although there’s chance each year. but it’s the end of the world for me!

not even a chance i find more suitable job like that.. why must at the end of the process i failed, why why????

give me reasons God, give me proof of a better way!!! You already hurt my future.

proud being a Catholic

I, as a personal human being, proud of being a christian especially a Catholic

Catholic means universal, I’m proud of being one in this modern age; because the Church follows what are the conditions of the world and it’s universal. not old skool, but it asimilates with the local tradition, the tolerance for other people, social responsibilities, self responsibilities , loving the environment, being humble, spread the love and freedom.

I am 100% Catholic 100% Indonesia

I love Indonesia!!! MERDEKA ATAU MATI!

missing those times

missing that city, the romantic times, the peaceful place, the place I’ve been dreaming to live.  missing the sensation of being there with all the city’s ambient.

missing someone that makes me feel so comfortable, makes me experience new feelings when we met. Even to smell his scent is very comforting, how I love it. I want us to be together forever.

those dreams, I want to make it come true, please help me, help us, God. passionate things of my purpose in life; other than becoming a product designer.

praying for

praying for goodluck so my dreams will comes true

what were they thinking?

dead terrorists are welcomed like hero, what were they thinking, ah dumb people

shame and the power of dream

I am on my way to make my dream come true. I hope Jesus will help me, and show me the way. I hope this is my future, the beginning of my future I’ve been dreaming on. I don’t care anymore about shame after what I did hehe..it’s humiliating because I don’t have money to do a lab test, and I have to get back there ooh, so shameful.

I hope my path of life is THIS! the time is right, the job is right, the place is right, everything is so right.

Love has no boundaries

spero che nostro amore e’ per sempre. spero, nostro amore e’ piu’ semplice.

although we came from very different backgrounds, Love has no boundaries.

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what about giving it up

Just had some, bad expectations! DAMN

and now, It’s burning my head because I still haven’t got one.

would You please help me then…I give up now.. yeah You decide my life.

waiting for awakening

i’m extra bored and tired waiting for the time for me to awake again. looks like i’m trapped in my own world of mind. how do I start again? I asked and asked about how till my searching is come to a result.

please forgive me God, for I have deny everything You gave for me to live in.

I’m ready to start again, please forgive me; I understand now that I must be more motivated for what I do.

Please forgive me for anything I perceive true but not in Your perspective.

I’m tired of thinking and worrying how will I pay the monthly fee!!

Sorry for my stubborness…Jesus I gave up being a rock. full of idealism and hard.

terrorists go to hell!!!

Damn! Terrorists go to hell! why should they bombed my country!

why should ruin our stable conditions; why should breaking this peace?!

the suicide bombing is a silly act!!