high speeding!

kapok ah kalo mesti tiap hari ke bekasi, gila…

hyahaha berarti jarak terjauh jd biker ya ke bekasi ini…sampe hafal jalan.

lewat kampung rambutan-bambu apus-lubang buaya-pd.gede-jatiwaringin

pulang lewat hankam raya jatiwarna-setu-bambu apus-kp.rambutan-ps.rebo cijantung-ps.minggu-tb.simatupang-lebak bulus-bintaro-pd.aren.

kalo cuma sampe ps.minggu gpp sih masih terjangkau, tapi kalo sampe tiap hr mesti ke bekasi sono; alamak!

di tb.simatupang itu emang high speed road bgt deh; enak2 aja ngebut sampe 80km abis itu bensin langsung kritis; waktu perginya nyantai2 40km bensin ampir sekarat pun masih bisa isi bensin di jatiwaringin.

O Tuhan, kasi kerja jgn yg jauh2 please…

overcome the fear & anxieties

always like that again.. anxiety became fear. especially anxieties of traveling.

that’s why I have to overcome it, by doing travels.

anxieties of something might happened on the way, the fear of an end. it became more and more annoying in my mind when the time is near.

especially it happened when i’m in doubt to go, or after a long time haven’t go anywhere far.

if the journey is full of excitement, i have no doubt to do it and boost my mood to be happy about the journey.

example; will going to meet someone I love.. i will go anywhere.

maybe i have few anxieties but the joy and the excitements, made those went away.

traveling is great, I love it; but once the fear came it can ruin all my mood of the traveling sense.

When I was in Jambi

Pergi ke Jambi

maret 2009, lanjutan first time on a plane

not much to see, but quite exciting.

yg khas, arsitektur rumah rumah disana; terutama atapnya

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LOST

I lost my wallet after having fun with friends…

watched horror movie then went for dinner on the rooftop; so I supposed I lost it on the way back to the parking area.

Mengurus ktp lagi sama atm..ah ribet, mana ktp jadinya sebulan, mudah2an atm nya bisa diambil ga pake ktp.. huh buang sial buang sial abis nonton horor.

pacar ga bisa dihubungin lagi… aku kangeen.. baru 2 hari ga telponan rasanya uda berminggu minggu…

harus menghemat uang… semoga dikasih kerja yang enak deh…semoga get propose soon ehm

CAN’T HOLD ON

Someone cries, and it washes the street with tears
But when they are mine
They collect in my head for years
Rain or shine, still I’m standing on all I said
‘Cause it’s in my soul
Carry on when the feeling’s dead
And if you can’t hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can’t hold on
Maybe it’s not time for you
But if you can’t hold on, on your very last try
I’ll be there in the morning to pull you through
Someone dies, late at night and I’d never know
Even if I did, so afraid of the face I’d show
I feel trapped
And enslaved to this dark contrast
I need a feeling now
Give me something that’s gonna last
And if you can’t hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can’t hold on
Maybe it’s not time for you
But if you can’t hold on
On your very last try
I’ll be there in the morning to pull you through
I want to be free
I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes I want to be free
Oh, I want to be free
Yes I want to be free
You say you want to be free
But you can’t fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can’t fool me
You say you want to be free
But you can’t fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can’t fool me
Oh, and if you can’t hold on
You can’t hold on
You can’t hold on
I’ll be there
I’ll be there
Oh, and if you can’t hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can’t hold on
Maybe it’s not time for you
And if you can’t hold on
On your very last try
I’ll be there so you know that you’re not alone

kecewa kecewa

definitely! kecewa sama diri sendiri..PAYAH emg.

Paling ANTI sama hal2 seperti ini, aku paling ga bisa ngomong, paling ga bisa menghadapi orang, paling bisa melarikan diri dari masalah! HAHAHA

everybody would think, I can’t survive in this cruel world..YEAH mungkin saja sih…tapi emang mending disuruh melakukan kegiatan menguras adrenalin daripada harus menghadapi seseorang dan berbicara… MY WEAKNESS!!

Sebaiknya emang pergi dari sini…sulitnya buat mencapai yang sebenernya dipengenin.

pengen cari kerja di tempat yang lebih santai, tentram, kayak Jogja misalnya, tapi rasanya kog ga sama lagi kayak dulu.. berubah semua, tapi bolehlah, aku mau tinggal disana.

atau ke Sumatera?? pengen liburan ke SumBar, ya ke Jambi lg jg gpp… Selama ada cinta, dimanapun gpp lah.. SOK IDEALIS emang; tapi benerlah rasanya seperti itu kog.

walaupun ditempat yang paling ga dikira orang, Jambi misalnya, aku seneng2 aja, soalnya ketemu soulmate.

Kangen masa2 penuh kebebasan!! tanpa beban seperti ini, beban moral, beban materiil, MISSING MY FREEDOM!