there’s no more hope

October 16, 2009

shit shit shit

i hate seeking for a job!

my future has broken!! the only hope has gone!

my life in despair!

emangnya Tuhan mau ngasih yg lebih baik apa?? shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttt!!!

satu satunya kesmpatan diambil org laen!

there’s no suitable job for me!!!!!!!!

Oh God, why why why You destroy my life

I hate seeking for job, when I found it, my hope had broken now!!!

now, there isn’t any!!! i have no hope anymore, no future i expect, no jobs i like.

i can’t find any job suits me! oh why why??? i really need that job!

I hate my luck, hate my life, hate my self.

I have no more spirit,seeking job and can’t find which suits me, i’m pathetic person

that was the only chance, i’ve done my best but God failing it; I’m asking God, asking for proof that this isn’t my way; i claiming God to give me a better one, hundreds time better.

there’s no next year for me, it’s too painfull for me. although there’s chance each year. but it’s the end of the world for me!

not even a chance i find more suitable job like that.. why must at the end of the process i failed, why why????

give me reasons God, give me proof of a better way!!! You already hurt my future.

One Response to “there’s no more hope”

  1. Ipoet Says:

    It’s not the end of your world dear.
    Just like my brother when he got pending in getting to haliburton and when he didn’t get the Total scholarship to France. He was mad and asked “what do God want with me?”. But then eventually about a year he got in to Haliburton and sent to Texas for training. So God has His own best time for you. Just pray and do the best :)


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