missing those times

missing that city, the romantic times, the peaceful place, the place I’ve been dreaming to live.  missing the sensation of being there with all the city’s ambient.

missing someone that makes me feel so comfortable, makes me experience new feelings when we met. Even to smell his scent is very comforting, how I love it. I want us to be together forever.

those dreams, I want to make it come true, please help me, help us, God. passionate things of my purpose in life; other than becoming a product designer.

praying for

praying for goodluck so my dreams will comes true

what about giving it up

Just had some, bad expectations! DAMN

and now, It’s burning my head because I still haven’t got one.

would You please help me then…I give up now.. yeah You decide my life.

bete

hilangkanlah jiwaku, Tuhan

karena aku marah

pada orang yang bilang

hidupku harus mencari nilai

The Perfect Place is Home

Here is the perfect place; my home.

everything I need is here; church, mini market, gas station, salon, savannah, textile market (cipadu), fresh air, a mall, etc

Oh Sunday

tiba2 moodnya brubah ga enak karena melihat foto seseorang, duri dalam daging? hahah

reminds me of those unhappy times

kurasa masuk angin gr2 kemarin seharian jalan2 dari mangga2 trus naek busway tumplek tubleg sampe blok m 12 jam

childishly coward

the End being the one like it.

towards a new window of I should be in the next time.

FORGIVE me for being like this, I swear it’s the last and the first time I made myself BAD.

I don’t care anymore about my IMAGE!

I have certain reasons that I myself couldn’t explain and it’s scarier than riding a roller coaster atau Tornadonya Dufan..dan Kora kora!

I just can’t overcome this problem; it’s beyond my courage, I can’t do it. I can’t face the reality!

I am so AFRAID…

hopefully next week I will be new again, to the FREEDOM I’ve always planned.

I want my LOVE, my courage.

comfort zone

barusan denger sesuatu di tv. istilah keluarlah dari zona nyaman ternyata salah kaprah! stuja!
kenapa betah di zona yg membuat tidak nyaman?

kenapa aku masih juga stuck di zona ini? ah
i said “freedom is hard to get” i wish i could be free to do what my heart is craving for…

berharap punya waktu luang dan libur lebih banyak.
ternyata aku berpendapat money isn’t everything;
ternyata waktu untuk diri sendiri melakukan yang dipengenin itu bisa lebih berharga daripada kejar uang!

dream is dream, how to face the reality?

love is the most precious thing..

mengikuti kata hati itu ga gampang; kesabaran dalam waktu yang harus dijalanin itu ga gampang.

I love how I live, tapi keadaan memaksa untuk membuat pilihan..walaupun itu adalah sebuah pilihan kebanyakan orang untuk kebaikan, tapi jika masih diberi waktu, I will try the other way I wanted to do, but seems it’ll be just a dream if there’s no miracle which will bring me to experience the dream, walaupun hasilnya tidak akan seperti yang diharapkan orang2 jika seandainya mengambil jalan yang berbeda, untuk mengikuti suara hati??

bener nggak itu suara hati? yet I have to ask God, about my life then.. smoga sesuai kata hati.